Hello!

It's been a really long while...Seriously, the only reason someone didn't blog regularly is because, some things in life can't be that easily elaborated just by writing. Or perhaps too much to elaborate...or perhaps not everything can be written public.

It's a very contradicting thing. Most of us truly wishes that our problems,rants and thoughts can be known by people and things will change but then again, we want the right person to receive the messages or the right one to know what we are thinking and hopefully do something. But then again we don't want them to know that we want them to know. O_O

Example: You want him to know that something, but you are afraid things will rebound and goes wrong, but if you don't let him know, things will not move and nothing changes, and even if you want him to know, you will prefer to not let him know that you want him to know. ---In another word, realise himself.

Just like me.
I don't know whether to write truthfully about how I feel or what I am doing recently because I am afraid people have second thoughts or they will start judging me from here. And again, people always say, ...why be bother about how people look at you?

Oh please! What I mean is the people we care for and the ones that we are concern of the most.
We call it "IMPORTANT PEOPLE".

OK.
You probably already start thinking that I am such a complicated person.

But please! Every living thing that can think are complicated. It's nature.

I try not to fall deep into a trap again.

Where's the trap?

That's the problem.